The last weeks my life has been up side down, I been so hurt, that there is no words, and still I had to continue being happy for my boys.
One month ago my beautiful dad passed away due to Covid-19, and my life will never be the same again.
I love you dad forever and always, until we meet again ❤️
So yesterday I got some bad news, I got to know that the company where I worked for the past two years has called for bankruptcy. I think it’s a combination of both bad sales for the past months and covid-19. Even though it hurts and scares me, we will survive this, as a family you always make it work somehow, not for yourself but for your kids. One door closes and the next one opens, right?! , I’m looking it to the future with open heart and eyes. And I know I’m not the only one loosing my job in this hard times, but we all have to be strong, keep our heads up high, it’s all going to be okey in the end!
The funny thing is that when we was in Tenerife last time we was speaking about moving there, or not really moving, but spend a longer time on the island ( Im happy we didn’t because of how the world is looking right now!) but then the plan was for me to quit my job, so somewhere back in my head I already planed not to stay there.
It’s going to be okey ❤️
I’m feeling so focused right now, I want to change my life to the better, I’m already a vegan but like everyone else I need that little bit of extra and that means starting to train. Today after I left the boys for preschool I took a power walk, it felt so nice just walking and listening to music, and believe it or not, I already feel like a new person with more energy.
The past three days I been having pain in my lower back, and this morning I couldn’t stand the pain anymore, So I called the health centre, but they had no time for me, so she told me to go to the ER in the city, so I did. When I came there they was in shock why the health centre would send me there, so they sent me to another smaller ER…So much traveling around when you are in pain, and in the end I didn’t actually get any help, more than that I need to book a time with an physiotherapist and start to train in the gym.
So I guess it’s time for a change and start to workout 🙈